Just downloaded blogger apps. Thru my s5. Lotsa thx to my younger sister as for this gift. I appreciate it a lot. From now on I can freely jot down every single moment that to be happened in life to this so-called diary. Work it out!
Saturday, December 14, 2013
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Saturday, August 31, 2013
latest subject
lama dah tak ngadap pc busy. menjahit. bila da terlalu kerap menjahit, terlalu kerap jumpa dgn masalah, sampai satu tahap rasa nk muntah tgk kain. rasa mcm nk bakar je. tp sabor je la takkan nk bakor kain org. mampuih nak menggantinya. tp please la mmg hilang terus rasa minat nak menjahit tu. maybe aku tak minat pun. tapi paksa diri untuk minat. lama dah tak update baju2 hasil jahitan tangan sendiri. mmg takde masa. nk buka blog lagi la pulak. kena beli ipad baru dpt tgk blog selalu kot. tapi rasanya tak jalan gak. sedang sekarang tak banyak order pun still takde masa, tido lewat pun still baju lambat siap jugak. entah lah tak berkat kot. maybe sbb asyik marah org kasi kain berakaki tak dpt nk buat sbb tak cukup kain. macam2 hal lah, ni kalau da dpt menaip ni semua keluar. tp bila nk start tu mmg payah. aku pun bukan reti sgt tulis mende2 merepek camni. bajet bagus jep wakakak!
rindu lak nak g kursus mcm dulu. dpt campur dgn org, dpt jumpa kawan2, tp skrg dah susah. transport pun takde lagi. tgh tunggu je. entah la. ni kalau dok lagi lama sini mmg duit tak masuk. makan pun belum. mcm tak best je tadi ada budak tukang sapu ngorat, dia ingt aku muda lagi agaknya. nnti aku nk test dia panggil adik, ataupun aku kata ada anak 8org. tgk luas mana nganga dia hihi.. :D
rindu lak nak g kursus mcm dulu. dpt campur dgn org, dpt jumpa kawan2, tp skrg dah susah. transport pun takde lagi. tgh tunggu je. entah la. ni kalau dok lagi lama sini mmg duit tak masuk. makan pun belum. mcm tak best je tadi ada budak tukang sapu ngorat, dia ingt aku muda lagi agaknya. nnti aku nk test dia panggil adik, ataupun aku kata ada anak 8org. tgk luas mana nganga dia hihi.. :D
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Sunday, March 17, 2013
today
today keje macam biasa, people come n go, sewing all the time..
tidaklah terlalu mengharapkan duit bila buat sesuatu kerja cuma biarlah berbaloi dengan apa yang saya buat.
so hari ni something came up tp takde la smpai tak boleh control anger.. just nk express feelings and emotions. seeloknya seseorang yang bergelar pendidik wajar bersikap lebih matang, beradab dan berhemah dalam menegur sesuatu perkara. what do people expect student dia mcm mana perangai jika begitu cara menegur. i myself pun pernah ada experience dgn teacher yg memberikan teguran dgn cara yg salah hingga mengaitkan dan menghina ibu bapa. dia dah meninggal pun. nnti di akhirat biar dia jawab dengan Allah. berserah saje.
its just that some people tak faham apa yg kita rasa sebab mereka tak pernah mengalami. they just dont expect what will happen in life. they just dont know. coz experience is the best teacher. i will just ignore.
for some reason, as human kadang2 tak boleh nk control temper. kita bukan malaikat. kita manusia yang sentiasa dihasut. cuma perlu istighfar tiap kali rasa marah tu datang. sekali-sekala express feelings utk release tension tak salah pun. cuma some people tak faham. hmm... biarkan saje si luncai terjun dengan labu-labunya...
tidaklah terlalu mengharapkan duit bila buat sesuatu kerja cuma biarlah berbaloi dengan apa yang saya buat.
so hari ni something came up tp takde la smpai tak boleh control anger.. just nk express feelings and emotions. seeloknya seseorang yang bergelar pendidik wajar bersikap lebih matang, beradab dan berhemah dalam menegur sesuatu perkara. what do people expect student dia mcm mana perangai jika begitu cara menegur. i myself pun pernah ada experience dgn teacher yg memberikan teguran dgn cara yg salah hingga mengaitkan dan menghina ibu bapa. dia dah meninggal pun. nnti di akhirat biar dia jawab dengan Allah. berserah saje.
its just that some people tak faham apa yg kita rasa sebab mereka tak pernah mengalami. they just dont expect what will happen in life. they just dont know. coz experience is the best teacher. i will just ignore.
for some reason, as human kadang2 tak boleh nk control temper. kita bukan malaikat. kita manusia yang sentiasa dihasut. cuma perlu istighfar tiap kali rasa marah tu datang. sekali-sekala express feelings utk release tension tak salah pun. cuma some people tak faham. hmm... biarkan saje si luncai terjun dengan labu-labunya...
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Sunday, February 17, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Monday, February 11, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Donald Trump
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams - Eleanor Roosevelt
Second day..
2nd day @outlet, still belum start sebab takde kerusi. lupa bawa hihik. so kemaskan apa yg patut. Surprisingly, ada tikus dalam wardrobe! Searching every angle in the wardrobe and finally saw him running here and there. then my father pukul dengan batang penyapu mcm orang main golf terus tikus tu mati. Saya tak pandang sangat sbb ngeri, takut dan kesian pun ada huhu.. on our way back to the car, jumpa kawan my dad. he is the manager of agro bank offered me working with agrobank. spontaneously i said NO. i just want to sew. i dont ever think about working with people, again. no. not anymore. then we were looknig for a big table as the working table. we went to every single furniture outlet and finally, i found what i want. but it was to late already, so monday baru boleh bwk masuk kedai. urm.. belum start lg la my business nampaknya huhu..
Saturday, February 2, 2013
My very first outlet
Hari ni barang2 semua masuk kedai. Just belum ada meja je sebab kena tempah dulu.cat dinding kasi kedai cantik2 dulu baru ada mood nk running business kan. so, now belum arrange lg, tak tahu mcm mana esok. i dont wanna be too excited about it regardless order masih banyak yg perlu disiapkan. im sure my customer nk mula naik angin huhu.. harap2 dpt start cepat2 so saya tak perlu live in stress dgn org yg sy paling tak sesuai untuk tgk muka dia hari2. so i hope for the best results in my career. i never thought about this before. who knew that i will be a tailor. its just fine with me coz i wont think about the past anymore. i will just stay focus on what im doing. thx to anyone who always there for me when i was down. but that anyone wasnt with me anymore. i just hope for the happiness.. and i knew that im not a good person.. not a good friend..
urm.. i shall forgive.. but i shall not forget..
urm.. i shall forgive.. but i shall not forget..
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